So the blues have passed yet again. A three day weekend really helped push it along. Sometimes the depression is like a really persistant bill collector. It threatens to tear you down, destroy you lively hood, and you hang up but it keeps calling back. Sometimes if you hang up enough on them it doesn't get rid of them. But then it disappears for a while. Some bills are harder to pay off then others. But it seems this one is satisfied for now.
Still working, still taking care of my child, still hating love stories. I'm not destined for it. All I see is chemical connections firing and rewiring what should be simple lust. People don't stay in love. They don't live happily ever after, and I'm not going to find the person who's willing to put up with me forever. >;P
So onward and upward. Someday I'll accomplish something really cool. Don't hold your breath. I am easily distracted. And just as selfish as every other human on this planet.
Still working, still taking care of my child, still hating love stories. I'm not destined for it. All I see is chemical connections firing and rewiring what should be simple lust. People don't stay in love. They don't live happily ever after, and I'm not going to find the person who's willing to put up with me forever. >;P
So onward and upward. Someday I'll accomplish something really cool. Don't hold your breath. I am easily distracted. And just as selfish as every other human on this planet.
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